i wish i could laugh at the simple things
swoon over normal girl stuff
have a good belly laugh and a real giggle
have a normal relationship with {insert here}
hopefully i will soon
because im on the road to recovery
and let me tell you
its scaring the hell out of me
i dont know how i feel about it
but my internet is being taken away again
and ill be going to a clinic in arizona when school is over
maybe a hospital or two before....
i dont know
but i think im gonna be done with this xanga for a while
you never know though.
but ill leave you guys with some pictures.....

adios

Currently Listening Cake and Pie By Lisa Loeb see related

old jello eggs

I hate how everyone always wants something new
something better and refreshing

I feel so old and expired

Like that memory of jello eggs at easter

And the cabbage patch doll that you colored on as a kid

Im not the new model in the window
no; its just the same ol Tristan

The one that isn't too cool to say that she never watches mtv

The one that doesn't get too embarrassed to pick her nose in public

The one that has a passionate love for pokemon and all things living

You could say that my dream is to become a level 7 vegan

One who doesn't eat anything with a shadow

Im the one that use to think baptism was murder

And that my older brother's adams apple was a frog in his throat

Yeah my head did hit the ceiling fan when I was a baby

That might be why I instinctively stick my tongue out at you

Don't take it the wrong way, it usually means I like you and want to be your friend

So I guess what I want is for someone to tell me

Why im not good enough

This society has already dragged me into that horrible thing called bulimia

Yeah, I don't care anymore who the heck knows

Go ahead, talk rumors behind my back and say im an emo/scene cliché

Is it because im not the funny one? The smart one?
The pretty one? The sweet hearted one? The athletic one?
The all around cool one???

I do get jealous and my feelings do get hurt easily

I don't like getting left out of stuff, even tests at school

I hate being a loner

But it's the only thing I know anymore

so how about my eye doctor appointment today
turned into going into the baby store with david
and shopping for our baby
but of coarse....we dont know if its gonna be a boy or girl yet though
so we didnt get much
just a toy piano/sing-a-long/rap machine
hahahahah
and they totally believed us

beware the ides of march
well i guess you dont really have to anymore
since today is almost over
but still....
i was paranoid all day
our english class had all this greek food
like pasta, breads, cheeses, lasagna, deserts
and i just nibbled some figs and dates
haha
i think i was the only one who actually liked them
i guess im juse use to eating twigs and leaves

xangahasgottenextremlydull
fo sho fo sho
pffft myspace is better
so add me
cause i love me some friends
www.myspace.com/missingtooth

......
so im at a lose for words
latley....i just
i dont know
...i guess i just feel like things are getting worse
just when i thought they were getting better

its a stormy night
weeeee
i love me some storms
dont ask why though
cause i couldnt tell you

like i said...i really have nothing to say
toga partys, the musical, and pi day are all coming up
all next week
oh and st. patricks day

anybody want to go to spain next summer?
all you need is about 2400 bucks
come on...please?

you guys suck
because you wouldnt buy a chick fil a calendar from me

happy weekend folks

the very little things that people say
send me to bed
crying myself asleep
because i dont know what i did wrong....